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Friday, September 8th, 2006
1:22 am - in a nutshell......
wow..I have not wrote in here in so long. Or even been to this website in forever, maybe it is because of myspace..damn that thing.

Anyways..things have been going good. Aaron & I are doing great. My sister was home for the past week and half , wihch was fun. And crazy as well..in a good way. Here is the past week or so in a nutshell.. Went to Sherri and officer Dougs house..went skinny dipping, rode a tricyle.. Jeffrey the cardboard man and I were drunk and went for a walk almost passed out by the SV firestation, Aaron saved us. Some other day.. Went out to the bars in Peru with Jetta and my dad, peed outside of Rephils, took a ride in a wheelbarrow. Fell out of the wheelbarrow. Harassed Mike. Had weirdos stop over my Dads. Got into a fight with my dads girlfriend, got real pissed off...left with my sister to Bloomington..went out to eat with my brother and his friend. Went to Daddios. Went back to my brothers me and sister drank a bottle of X rated. Played Karaoke Revolution. My brother threw a shoe at me , gave me a fat lip. Looked like botox. Left a bad message on my Dads answering machine. Do not remember a word of it. Woke up ..went home. Dads pissed at me. Now I think I am someone around Saturday..Aaron & I go out. Went to Stan's, went to Pagans, I was in a bad mood. So we went home. Sunday woke up and went shopping in Chicago with my mom, sister, and Aaron. Bought some stuff. Got home, got ready and me & aaron went to Bloomington. Get to Jarrett's. Aaron, Adam, Jarrett and myself take a cab to Bloomington bars. Go to Diggers, Fat Jacks, some bar..and Rhinos. Outside of Rhinos my high heel got stuck in a sewer and I fell, thinking I broke my ankle sat there laughing. They dragged me inside. Me and Adam salsa danced. HA ALONG CAME POLLYYYYYY. Then they started closing down..go outside Aaron gets in a fight with some fat beast of a girl. It was hilariousssss. PEuTAA! Then somehow we lost our cab..BATS were flying in the sky..I was so scared so we finally flagged a cab. Go back to Jarrett's , me and Aar went streaking. Got Jarrett naked outside and Adam lcoked me and him out. GRR> So we drink at Jarretts, watch Anchorman, Jarrett put my thong on. HA. Finally pass out. Wake up next day we all go shopping. I bought an outfit thats pretty damn cute. Me and Aaron get back in town around 9 and go to sleep.
I know that was a big ramble..might not of made sense but that is just a update of my past week or so. In one big sentence. I am still upset with the fight between my dads gf and me. And the message I left did not improve it any. I havent talked to my dad since then. I know I should call and apologize but I didnt start this..she did. But if i dont do it, I will probably not talk to him for awhile. And I dont want that. Im just not someone to pick up and phone and call someone and apologize. Ugh. The only thing I am apologizing for anyways is the message. But it was pretty mean. And I feel bad now, even though Im really not sure what I said on it. But yea..I will figure it out.

I am just waiting for Aaron to get off work.
Maybe I will update in the next 6 months..who knows.


current mood: content
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Saturday, November 19th, 2005
12:36 am - booya
Leave your name and
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what band/song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written

current mood: bored
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Thursday, October 13th, 2005
10:59 pm
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current mood: angry
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1:50 am
well its been awhile since i wrote a real entry here...like usual.

lets see last weekend...

FRIDAY= Paul was home so I wanted to see him so me and Aaron went over to Jakes and Paul and Emily were there. We drank a bit there and I got to see Paul wwhich was great. It was good seeing you! And then we headed over to fish n fun cause it was Ginas last night here kinda. We only stayed there for a lil bit though. Drank a lil there and went BACK to Jakes. Everyone was then wasted. I drew on Emilys face when she passed out, it was funny she had a french man moustache. Bahha. Emily I wish I wouldve had a camera so you couldve seen it. But ya then we left there again around 4am, and met Kyle at steak n shake, ate some food , talked and then me and Aaron came back to my home.
SATURDAY...Me and Aaron were suppose to wake up and go to the sba homecoming game, but we overslept. So we went to Ottawa instead. Hmm we went out to eat, then we went over to Robbies and played Kings with aarons sister and a few people. I got a buzz going then we went and picked Emily up at Josh's. THENN we headed over to Streator to party with Aldo and some people. Played some more drinking games, drank more beer, and by the time I left there I was drunk. Then we dropped Emily off, and me and aaron went back to his house to meet up with Dave and James. Got there, I drank a few more beers...and then I was completely wasted. I guess i threw a squash at the neighbors house..hahahah. And I did something to Aarons drain..I just cant say hah. And ermm Dave locked me in a cage. Anything after that I kinda cant remember. Except randomly calling people and randomly Iming people. So yeaa. Good times though.
SUNDAY...Woke up, I was hungover..booo. Me and Aaron went out to eat with his Dad at Starved Rock for brunch. Then we went to Brandon wake and stuff. Sad. Then lets see..we came back to my house , then for some reason we went back to Ottawa cause Adam and Dave wanted to do something . They were all drinking but I didnt want to cause I did all weekend. So ya we just chilled around Aarons house and whatnot. I put some nice backgrounds on Aarons computer though.. hahah shemales.

So ya that was my weekend. Interesting huh?

Now im just up playing mariokart and shit.
And my cat attacked Aaron..baha its what he gets..jk. ♥

I miss Gina :(


current mood: moody
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1:50 am
well its been awhile since i wrote a real entry here...like usual.
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Monday, October 10th, 2005
11:21 pm - good day sir!
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current mood: bored
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Saturday, October 1st, 2005
9:20 pm
1) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water? start the water first, then get in

2.) Do you read the labels on your shampoo bottle? yeah sometimes lol

3.) Do you moan like the people on the Herbal Essences? hahah no.

4.) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex? yes all the time ;)

5.) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings? erm no

.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower? nope, ill have to try that lol

7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot? maybe

8.) How old do you look? 16 probably

9.) How old do you act? matters what mood im in

10) What's the last song you sang? black eyed peas - my humps

11.) Have you recently become a member of anything? nope

12.) What are your plans for the weekend? well its already saturday and my plan for tonight is to get drunk

13.) Do you kiss with your eyes open or closed? closed

14.) What's the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice? and who is that?

15.) Have you ever said I love you? yes

16.) Does anything on your body itch right now? nope

17.) What color is the carpet in your bedroom? i have wood floor in my bedroom

18.) Have you ever had a member of the opposite sex in your bedroom? yeah plenty of them bahah

19.) Who's the sexiest famous woman alive?

20.) Who's the sexiest famous MAN alive? DAVE MATTHEWS BABY

21). Are you more creative alone, or with others? alone

22) Does every family have a crazy uncle or is it just mine? i dont think i have any crazy uncles

23). Have you ever smuggled something into America? no

24). Do you end up making a fool of yourself when you try flirting with someone you like? no

25). Does playing the guitar make a girl/GUY more attractive? rawr i like that

26). Do you believe that your name fits your personality? yeah i like it

27). Do you exercise before you eat in the morning? 1. I dont exercise in the morning much cause im not a morning person, when i exercise i do it in the afternoon or at night. exercise..aka sex. 2. i dont eat breakfast. ....so the answer to this question is no.

28). Do you live in a city with a good sports team? no no no

29). Is it better to be single or in a relationship? matters what you want.

30). What do you think about the person who sent you this survey? im not even sure where i got this...but whoever is awesome.

current mood: horny
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Friday, September 30th, 2005
3:16 am - Sicky is Icky.
Im sick and it sucks.
THANKS TO EMILY. haha jk. (but you did get me sick)
And then I got Aaron sick.
So me and Aaron have been sick since Monday and it sucks.
And I really doubt I am going to be any better tomorrow night, and tomorrow is Friday and that is going to suck even more when I cant go out. :(

I cant sleep. I have slept way too much lately , and now that its 3AM, I cant sleep, and Aaron is already passed out from nyquil.
So Im bored and all aloneeeeee.

I need to make some decisions soon, and its hard so I dont know what to dooooo.

But this was just a quick lil update cause Im gonna go back in bed by Aaron and read cosmos.


current mood: sick
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Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
4:41 pm - Could I have been....
Lets see here...
Sunday was Farmaid..which was awesome. I got to see my lover Dave again ♥. And he was fucking great. And he sang "Stay or Leave" which really made me happy since thats one of my favorite songs. And he played "Granny"..which I dont think Ive heard him play before. And Kenny Chesney was pretty good too, but I have already seen him before too. We got there at 12 or so and watched all the other bands play, but the good ones didn't start till around 7. And by the time John Mellencamp played at 10 I was sooo tired since I went there with 3 hours of sleep in me. Im suprised I even stayed awake for Neil Young and Willie Nelson. It was so fucking hot during the day...I took a nap sometime during one of the unknown bands. And woke up when John Mayer came out, even though he didnt sing, he just played guitar for someone. BOO. O well though. So ya I was dying of heat during the day, and then at night I was freezing. Weird. I wanted to go rape Dave when he was on stage..but sadly I didnt. Maybe next time ;)

So ya I am just waiting for Aaron to get off work to see what we are going to do tonight. I think we are going to Ottawa. But I have to get my hair cut first before I freak out. Maybe I will dye it too, even though I said I wasn't going to dye my hair anymore. I swear it is going to fall out by the time im 30 cause I dye it too much. O well.

Well Im off like a dirty shirt.


current mood: anxious
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Friday, September 16th, 2005
2:43 am - Crazy..how it feels tonight.
Ok maybe I'll start updating again more often. Maybe, just maybe...I'll try though.

*Farmaid is Sunday...I get to see my lover Dave again. ♥
And I get to see Willie Nelson, John Mayer, John Mellencamp, Kenny Chesney, and a bunch of other people I can't remember right now.

I re-did my journal layout crap again cause I was bored.
Its pretty again.

But Aaron is finally back from his trip to his house, so I am going to go...

It's crazy, I'm thinking
Just as long as you're around
And here I'll be dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down?
To each other we'll be facing
My love, my love,
We'll beat back the pain we've found
You know I mean to tell you
All the things I've been thinking
Deep inside, my friend.
Each moment the more I love you.
Crush me, come on, baby...
So much you have given up
That I would give you back, again and again.
Oh, my love, many now hold you,
But please, please, just let me, always.


current mood: loved
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Sunday, August 14th, 2005
5:57 pm - holy shit I am going to update..!
Well its been since before I went to Alaska that I updated....
So maybe I can tell you about that..
Me and my Dad went to Alaska to see my sister...
But I will just skim some things cause it would be too long too tell everything..

*Ok as I said before I was scared to death to fly there....the way there was a 6 hour flight with a layover in Seattle. It really wasnt that bad. I still dont like flying, but im not as scared anymore.
*I was in Alaska from July 16th-July 31st.
*I saw plenty of wild MOOOSEEEEEE.
*I fell into Valdez Bay and it was freezing.
*I found starfish at the Pacific Ocean.
*Took a 9 hour boat trip on the Pacific Ocean and saw humpback whales, fin whales, a shark, sea otter, harbor seals, sea lions, puffins, minature penguins, dolphins, ...maybe a few more animals but i forget.
*Went to Denali National Park on a bus trip and saw grizzley bears, caribou, wolves, moose, ground squirrels, and Mount Mckinley.
*Drove 11 hours to see the Arctic Ocean and it was fucking freezing. I think it was 30 degrees there. In Fairbanks where my sister lives it was 80 degrees. Big difference.
*I saw plenty of mountains , glaciers, and waterfalls.
*Went to a Animal Wildlife Refugee and saw deer, black bears, grizzley bears, buffalo, wolves, caribou, and some more moose.
*We went to the North Pole (its a town) and met Santa Claus and his reindeer...hahah. Ho ho ho.
*Thats really all I can think of to say....I have like 400 pictures and im trying to scan some of them and even though im only scanning like 100 of them that will take me forever so when I have them done ill put them in my yahoo photo album.

Since Ive been home...
*Went to Riverfest with Aaron and other people.
*Partied at his house afterwards and it was nuts.
*Went streaking at 4am.
*Put on scary masks and ran around his house...hah.
*Was way too drunk.

*Been hanging out at Kyles girlfriends Elenas.
*Playing alot of euchre and what not...

*I dont know what else has been going on...

*I got a tattoo yesterday...yayy...its a shamrock on my lower back on the side. It didnt hurt at all like I thought it would. Eh.

But im done so gooodbyeee...


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current mood: busy
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Friday, July 15th, 2005
2:39 am - drunjkkkkkkkkkkk
What do you remember from the 90s?

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current mood: drunk
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Thursday, July 14th, 2005
1:59 pm - 2 days ahhhhh
This might be the last time i update for 2 weeks...how sad eh?

I leave for Alaska in 2 days to go see my sister with my dad.. I dont wanna fly. Scary. Ive never been on a plane so we will see how this goes. I might freak. Who knows. Then when im there I have to go on a 9 hour cruise...Ive never been on a big boat/ship either. AHH. Im really stressed about flying. But im sure I will be fine. I have to go to the mall tonight and finish buying my stuff I need. HOPEFULLY a new GILBERT AHAH. Maybe...just matters. Anyways I doubt I will talk to anyone for 2 weeks. Except Aaron and my mom. And Ill call Gina from the plane like I said I would. But if I can get online at my sisters I will. Im gonna miss Jason and Shanes birthday party. :(
And Emily I will miss your birthday too. I come home July 31st. Yay. I have to finish packing in a few minutes here. Blah.

Anyways the past week I have been playing alot of asshole at the lake. And taking midnight swims. And almost getting arrested one night. And me, aaron, bino, and shane being chased by a truck. That was kinda funny though. Im gonna miss everyone when I am gone. Sadness.
when I get back my mom is going to Kentucky for 4 days. Maybe I will just have to have a party.

Well im gonna go finish packing and stuff.........

Maybe I will update again before I leave but who knows.
If not.
I will in 2 weeks!


current mood: scared
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Saturday, July 9th, 2005
1:59 am - my ankles hurt
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current mood: confused
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Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
3:35 pm - worst entry ever because im lazy
I guess I could update.......

For one I dyed my hair red again......YAYY. Or maybe not so yay. I dont know.


*Me, Aaron, Gina, & Jason went to Streators carnival for awhile.
*I got mad at a carny cause he ripped Aaron and myself off.
*Went on a couple of rides yay.
*After that we went to Jasons house cause his brother was having a party....
*Justin Del made up a hilarious song about french toast.
*Me & Gina found out shocking news. AH.
*Me, Aaron, & Justin went in the hot tub.
*I got out.
*Gina and Jason got in.
*Beatty was mad cause Justin and "others" drank his bottle of Soco.
*Almost was a fight but there was no fight.
*Later I come back to the hot tub to ask Steve for something and there are 3 naked chicks in there and just ew..
*I got tired.....me & Aaron went home.

*No idea what I did during the day...
*Me, Aaron, Tar, Gina, & Jason went to Streators fireworks.
*They were lovely.
*Tar almost got into a fight at RoadRanger. I laughed the whole time to myself.
*Then we headed to Wyanet or somewhere around there for this party.
*After the oh so long drive we arrive...
*And BAM a cop pulls in right behind us and asks us a million questions.
*And says we have to "get out of dodge"..... I was PISSED.
*So we didnt even get to go to the party cause it was getting busted.
*GRRRRRR. SO then we decide on going to Satch's.
*(Where I wanted to go in the first place)
*Saw alot of people I havent seen for quite some time.
*Got kinda tipsy.
*Witnessed Satch bitch out some girl for smoking in the house.
*Around 3 we decided we wanted to go, so me, Aaron, Gina, & Jason left.
*We went back to Jasons.
*Aaron, Jason, Mike, & Offey lit off fireworks.
*Me and Gina made fun of them and called random people.
*Me & Jasons dog bonded....then he tried to suffocate me.
*Then I went to bed around 5. Woke up at 9. Woke up at 12 and finally went home.

*I didnt even want to go anywhere at first on Sunday cause I felt so crappy.
*But of course I changed my thoughts and left.
*Me and Aaron picked up Jakey, got my alcohol, dropped Jakey off at some house, then went to waterstreet.
*Lost Gina and Jason while we were finding parking spots.
*Eventually found them ...
*Saw way too many people to even remember.
*I dont even think I saw one firework.
*Anyways I love waterstreet, but awhile after the fireworks I had to leave because my foot was bleeding...grr.
*OK it took me & Aaron 30 minutes or so to find the car. It was pretty funny.
*Then we went to Luke Gidcumbs and drank there for awhile.
*Heard some funny stories from Scrouch and Brian.
*Then me & aaron went to Daves.
*It felt like a forever trip to Ottawa, but we finally got there.
*I got even more drunk..played with a "turtle", and yeah.
*Eventually I got tired and we went back to Aarons.

(im cutting off alot because im lazy and dont want to update anymore)


current mood: content
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Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
3:27 pm - today was a sad day
Mr. Bojangles...
He was a nice hampster. Shaw gave him to me. I loved him. He once was lazy, but I made him energetic and happy. He was my friend. And now....he is dead.

Here is what happened....
I was upstairs la la la...i go downstairs to bring my dogs in...and what do i see..my bedroom door open. I knew that was bad. So I go to see where my lil buddy was. And he was NOT in his cage, so i ran to find Pongo (my cat) and this is what i found.....

(well i tried saving him and put him back in his cage and thought all was well.....but it wasnt.)

I was so sad. I franticaly called Gina at work to tell her what had happened. She laughed. THIS IS NOT A LAUGHING MATTER. (I really am sad)...So then I call Aaron and my mom....it was depressing. I even called Scrouch...and he roared with laughter. Not funny.
Since I dont want to touch him but he is hard now..i put a coffin over him....

He is now resting in peace. RIP. MR BOJANGLES.

This is how depressed I am now....
Wishing he was here to play with me.

Emily is sad too....everyone is sad.

And this ...is the fierce killer who took him from me. I hate her now. Shes a scorpion cat. I wont trust her with any of my friends again. She eats them.

And these...are the jaws that took Mr. Bojangles life from me.

So..I am sad.
No more Mr. Bojangles.
No more friend.
No more biting others.


I knew a man Bojangles
And he'd dance for you
In worn out shoes
With silver hair a ragged shirt
And baggy pants
He would do the old soft shoe
He would jump so high
Jump so high
Then he lightly touch down
Mister Bojangles
Call him Mister Bojangles
Mister Bojangles come back and dance please
Come back and dance again Mr Bojangles

current mood: depressed
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Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
Ok I havent made a real update in quite some time......so Ill just make a random list of what has been going on. And what I can remember.

*June 2..Me and Aaron went to the Dave concert which was awesome. Afterwards we went and bought me a present. Hhaha.
*Me, Aaron, Gina & Jason went ghost hunting one night...I almost peed myself..it was scary. MARGARET AND JOHN HAHA.
*Partied at the apartment for the last time, cause everyone moved out :( ....I got wasted and someone took pictures of my puke, it was gross, ew. BUT the first time Ive puked from alcohol in a year. A monument.
*Shaw gave me his hampster, Mr.Bojangles. I love him.
*Ive now beat Aaron in monopoly 7 times. He never wins. Muhaha.
*Me, Aaron, Ally, Dave, & Adam went skinny dipping at Fish n Fun, I pushed Dave in the pool, he was mad.
*I went to the Taste one night, went on a few rides. Ate yummy tacos.
*I bought my dogs a swimming pool and they love it.
*Went to a party at the bus. Probably the first time Ive been there since last summer. Interesting.
*I peed my pants one night....we wont get into details.
*A few nights ago we partied at fish n fun in the trailor for the first time since we got kicked out...me, Aaron, Gina, & Kyle played asshole. I was President for a round! WOO! It got crazy. I got pretty drunk. Told Jason he was the "manager" ...fell out of a chair a few times. ...and fell out of a big bottle of water and fucked my leg up.

*Tonight Im going to stay at Emilys. She is going to dye my hair. YAY!

But Im going to go shower.
Just thought Id make a quick and shitty update.
Its better than no update so take it.


current mood: content
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Thursday, June 9th, 2005
4:44 pm - ok i dont update anymore...just stupid surveys cause im lazy
yeah its another one cause im too lazy to write in here these daysCollapse )

current mood: blah
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Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
4:24 pm - some amusement
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current mood: horny
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Monday, May 30th, 2005
5:04 pm - who updates?@!
Ok I dont update anymore...

I suppose I could fill you in with my weekend...

Friday Aarons mom and sister left for the weekend so me and him went to his house and watched some movies and just relaxed. I like relaxing.
Saturday Aaron had a party at his house...
I dont remember everything that went on..but I know a few details.
*Me & Aaron were drunk and put on togas. Sara did too.
*Bino made some hilarious movie.
*Tar got hooked up as wished.
*We went sledding down the stairs.
*Me & Aaron got in a water fight.
*I dumped a glass of cold water on Emilys face when she was sleeping.
*I didnt pass out until 6am I believe.

Then we had to wake up at 830 to get ready to go on a canoe trip. So Aaron, Gina, Jason, Tar, Bino, Emily and myself all got up and got our shit together.
*I went outside and it was nice out....
*I found a used condom on the sidewalk...SICK
*We found a note that said "thank you for waking up the neighborhood at 4 in the morning"

So yaa we all left and met other people at ayers landing and got on our canoes.
*We tied all our canoes together.
*I started drinking at 11am.
*We saw a pirate.
*I got hit in the face with a frisbee thanks to JJ. HAHA
*It was soooo cold out. I froze.
*Eventually we all seperated canoes and went our own way.
*I peed on me & aarons canoe.
*I was wasted.
*Parker caught a goose. And then the momma goose was pissed so he put it down.
*Jason fell out of his canoe.
*Me, Aaron, Gina, and Jason made it back to ayers landing.
*Aaron and Jason jumped off cliffs.
*I fell in the sand and wanted to steal a bus.
*I was told to stay in the car so I didnt get arrested...pahh!
*I tried peeing in the parking lot and Aaron got mad..hahah.

Ok so ya we waited for Tar, Bino and Emily to get back, they got back, we all left and went back to Aarons. Sometime I passed out on the living room floor, woke up in bed and gina and jason were gone. Emily left, Kyle came and picked up Tar and Bino...
Later me and aaron went to the ER because ive been having bad headaches for a week and couldnt take it anymore. I have sinusitis. O yay. Then we went back to his house and went to bed.

Now I am finally home and im gonna go see my dogs and eat.
The end

<3 kt

and ya i wont update for awhile probably.

current mood: blah
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